Just Chilin, Mostly.

I was back at the emergency room again today. Don’t let the fake all teeth smile fool you, I still am very much in pain.

Last time they said my pain was due to a UTI but a week later and i’m back so… D-R- Period in front of a name is weak to me right now. This time she said that it was possibly that I had kidney stones. After not finding blood in my urine that was canceled out and my suspicion of having a kidney infection was canceled out as well.

This time they diagnosed me with Sciatica, which is pain in the lower back and legs caused by compression or irritation to the sciatic nerve.

I dont think it’s that shit either. I’ve been having this pain for three weeks now. It started on my birthday.-___-

With the meds they gave me it should get better within 5 to 10 days but if not I probably have a ruptured disk or a blood clot… that’s what this paper says.

Dont worry folks, it’s all good. I have and will survive. 

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I hate submitting an assignment that isn’t up to my own standard. Even when i miraculously get a A on it. My mom’s like when it comes to the grade the teachers opinion is all that matters. And I guess she’s right but I have a higher standard for myself than the teacher does.

photokofa:

Have you heard of 21-7 Magazine? It’s the Holy Grail “For the artists who need 3hrs of sleep.” Truth is, there are many online publications that feature underground and up coming artist, but how many are for the artist? 21-7 Magazine promotes and features, but most importantly they work to inspire.

Behind every piece of inspiring work there is a unique and driven mind.  Where do these minds get their inspiration?

Leslieann “Elle” Santiago and Alysia “Alist” Mazzella are the Founders and Editor-in-chiefs of 21-7 Magazine. The pair met during college, Alist was a freshman majoring in Communications/Advertising and Elle, a junior, studying Fashion Merchandizing. Their personalities naturally came together and sensibilities for the arts merged fittingly. After witnessing various upcoming productions and acknowledging that with their own talent and ideas, that they could do better; they placed that thought into work. Their first post was made on the 15th of January in 2008 and since then 21-7 Magazine has become an epic investment; not only for Alist and Elle but also for it’s regular subscribers and featured artist. It’s safe to say that 1+1=1; Good Math.

Within a year of it’s start 21-7 gained respect and a strong support from readers. Since 2009 when the blog converted into a monthly magazine 21-7 has published 21 issues. They have featured artists from MeLo-X, Little Dragon to Big Sean and at this pace who knows what height this publication will climb next.

Last month(January) 21-7 celebrated it’s 3 year Anniversary and beginning March 1st with a new web site launch.

Understand the value of inspiration and the strength of perseverance when assisting a dream.

- Photokofa

http://www.21-7magazine.com/

@21_7Magazine

Understand the value of inspiration and the strength of perseverance when assisting a dream.

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I just finished watching this clip and it has manage to evoke the feeling to deactivate my facebook account again. How easily influence I am. 

When I find my own self profile cruising, i’m annoyed. Like, why am I? Do I really care about what’s going on in What’s A. Fucks life, am I impressed, am I making a mental comparison as to who’s life is holding “much worth” based on the perception that their profile gives?

For myself… boredom encourages nosiness.

I rarely ever glance at the profiles of my closest friends… they stay one phone call away. Meaning, I don’t even socialize with 95% of the people in my social network. I don’t.

I’m not gonna deactivate my account… The next time, I will delete it.

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If you’re over analytical about situations and the actions of others like I am, you’re probably cautious of your own actions in those situations and with those people too. I hate when I notice something in someone that I don’t like and then see it in myself. I think i’m a pretty self aware person so this doesn’t happen often. What does happen is that noticing that bad trait makes me want to work on myself a lot more.

Humans will fail you.

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I’ve made post before about earning my second degree overseas. If the money stays right, i’ll be graduating next year. A Bachelor of Science in Internet Marketing… I should get my MS in Media Design right after, it would only take a year. What I really want is a degree in Sociology, Anthropology or Community & International Development.

A friend of mines is in Korea right now, teaching english. I want to do that. Thailand, Korea, Cambodia… I want to do that too, for a year. Hopefully right after I graduate. I figured if I taught in Thailand, during that year I could start some classes. The program pays you monthly, gives you spending money and sometimes provides housing. I’ve been looking at two schools in Thai and one in Morocco since May. The pros and cons are equal. Minus the currency rate. If I were in Thailand right now i’d be ballin’! Morocco, not so much. I’d bang out with Korea for a yeah even.

I’m getting my passport picture taken next week. It’s been expired for 6 years now and i’m still a british citizen so I don’t even know the process of my renewal.

If I could live in a different country every years for seven years after I graduate, that’d be awesome. I don’t really want to see everything… I want the experience. I want to live amongst the locals. Really experience cultures and customs… restaurants, tourist sites and hotels don’t give you that. I want to back pack across cities and shit. 

I’m gonna start speaking everything I want into existence. 

I want it.

One day she’ll have more than the house on the hill… I’ll buy her the WHOLE hill and the little people in the village!

Now your cool shit is old shit.

I just finished filling out my New Employee Work Sheet.

Did I mention I got the job? To think that I was only unemployed for a week. This must be some good luck shit… yes, the good karma that is rightfully mines has finally been released for kinetic consumption. I’m happy, very. Now my schedule is a lot more flexible. Believe it or not, i’m still job searching… shit happens. But besides that I could be making much more. I want to and I will.